^what ever^

^stat of me^
what if when u close your eyesthen u opened it u realized that u cannot be the same old u again? what if when u realized that one day that had a big event involving urself then u see everything doesn't even matter to u anymore?

^when u lost^
deep inside u know it is not the right thing to do but u do it anyway all your knowledge show u that it is not right to be but u be it anyway everyone knows that it is not the way it supposed to be in the first place but in ur thought, "who's cares"

^what's there inside a characteristic^
we see what we see but deep in our heart knows it is not the real thing we saw we do what we do even we know it is wrong to do it anyway we believe what we believe but we don't care anymore if what we believe can be trusted anymore